Having trouble sleeping lately, especially in camp. Every single night I can't help it but to stare at the stain which I made on the wall next to my bed coming 4 months ago. Tried cleaning it thoroughly during the area cleaning session but it just can't be removed. Sighs.. The sight of it just makes me sick and it brings back loads of bad memories as well.

The incident just can't leave my mind. It definitely will stay as a memory forever and that's for sure. I just wonder and analyse, why are there such evil people in the world? Really heartless of them. Hate it.

You walked in to my life. But just like that, you walked back out. Still you will be a memory, a bad memory that I have created in my mind. Still you will be a memory. A bad memory that will always be locked, away in my heart and my mind. I will always have a bad memory of you in my heart and I will always carry that hatred picture of you in my mind. Still you will be a memory. A bad memory.

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