Nothing much today, spent the whole Wednesday hibernating at home. Heart was heavy, feeling moodless.

As I lay on my bed and peered out of the window, I gaze upon the fluffy moving clouds. Imagine that it was the cheery you passing by to say hello. However, every hello has to end with a goodbye. Some may be looking forward to a goodbye, while some may not. But what is done, is done. You can never turn back the time. How I wished that time can be stopped as and when I wanted to or best of all, return back to the past. A time machine.

Whisper in my ears that's okay, stand by me, let me hold you tight, and say that you would love me one more time.

10:54 PM

Woah~! Appeal to be de-barred from your examinations has been approved and is successful! Sunshine over the rain! Have been worrying about this matter for days. Work has clashed with my school days and resulting to this crap.

Anyway, life has been such a roller-coaster ride all these while. Taking off, twirls, ups and downs, and back to the starting point once again. Though I know that its all too late to retrive the past, but perseverance in waiting for happiness is till the extend that I can do for now. People usually start to regret when the good things in life are taken away from them. In the past when the good things in life are around them, they normally don't appreciate or treasure it well, most will tend to take for granted or show neglect. Sorry to say, the price to pay shall be heartaches and remorse. It shall be a painful lesson to be learnt. So to the peeps out there, cherish your loved ones seriously before they are gone. I've abandoned rock for almost a week, Jay's Hui Dao Guo Qu suits the mood for now.

When shall we meet at the crossroad again? Till then I shall linger every step I take in the scourge of my own freedom.

Goodnight...

10:51 PM

contest the lies
don't wait till daylight dies


Surprisingly, I'm back to blogging after taking a long break. Like 1 year and 4 months?(wow!) Lots and lots of things happened lately. More of a good than bad. Haha. Really missed those days working at Changi Airport, I guessed during that period was the happiest time of my life this year. Couldn't understand why happy moments tend to fade away quickly while the bad lingers in your mind, accumulating hatred and sorrow.

The enlistment letter finally flew and landed on my desk. 13th December is the big day. So that spells lots of things to be get over and done with before time crashes. November will be packed with chores and activities, kinda rush but its all for a good cause. :)

Study week starts today. All the best.

2:18 AM