Today's the start of Sudong Manning! And I'm on OFF! What a great start! Wish everyone in FDS a Happy Sudong Manning! ITS PARTY TIME FOR THE WEEKENDS! Hell yeah!

7:11 PM

2nd session done! 3 more to go! The shading process feels less pain than the outline. But the aftermath of shading hurts. It feels like you're having an abrasion. Haha. Its the 3rd day of the lunar new year! Though I didn't went for visiting at all this year, red packets are still collected for me! Thanks mum! :D Woo! Time to count the cash!

11:10 PM

The lunar new year is here once again! On the 1st and 2nd day of chinese new year I'm in camp! How cool and celebrating is that?! Luckily I get to spend my reunion dinner outside. Really fuck FDS man. But not to worry! SUDONG MANNING IS BACK! Its party time! LONG WEEKEND!

Booking out on the 3rd day of chinese new year and its session no.2! Sakura flowers and branches coming up next!

11:10 PM

Haven't been blogging for quite sometime. Reason behind that? I'M CONFINED AGAIN! Yeah, and it happened last week. No more signing on Super Gate. Fuck! FUCK PCS & FDS!

Went shopping for the past 2 days. Spent quite a bomb and I kinda regret now. $400 worth of clothes! Goodness, its my very first time that I spent so much on clothes in such a short period of time. Blame it on the nice stuff selling nowadays. I'm fucking in love with the pair of boots from Dr. Martens! Worth the buy! Thanks to Ed~! :)

Heading to town later with the Bravo guys, and its book in time AGAIN! Preparation for audit! I've got a slight feeling that I'll serve SOL again. Ni nah beh chao cheebye! Fuck FDS!

12:48 PM

Disappointment flows through my body, like the dirty waters of the Nile. Once thought you were a good friend, perhaps a good lover in the future. But now I wasn't quite sure where we would end. Your love is sharp. No longer warm. Heart felt it pretty much. In hopes that you will know, my heart is troubled deeply.

Death and Destruction. Sorrow and Despair. Secrets of body lie, lusts away from trusts. Honestly, I'm angry at what you made me believe. But my heart and my mind chose not to, as I really love you so. Hidden within the shadows, there is no light. As your door is ledged closed, its impossible for me to reach out and give you a helping hand. It feels as if I'm knocking and beating on death doors. Issues can't be solved when a person doesn't put in any effort to help him or herself. Tested and proven.

Hurt is there. You've hurt me more than you know. My hurt feelings, I don't really show. All because I just wanted to salvage this relationship. Simple as that. I've always believed in forgive and forget in a relationship. Cross my heart and swear that. But mistakes just keep on repeating. The words spilled out from your mouth hurts and stings my heart. What's the meaning of all these things that you've said to me? Have you ever considered how would I feel after listening to all these hurtful stuff? Please spare me a tiny weeny thought will you? I do really hope you could change your ways. At least try to make an effort. I can't endure this for too many more days. Exhaustion and the episodes of stress are wearing me out. Last but not least, I still love you so. My sweetheart.

10:15 AM

I bet year 2009 will be filled with loads of excitement and surprises. Best excitement of all, ORD year is here! 11 fucking months more and hell yeah! I'm gone for good. Surprises are still on hold. But I can feel them coming real soon.

Finally got my first session done at 1st Tattoo! First tattoo done at 1st tattoo. Meaningful huh? Haha. The pain was cool. The outline felt like a penknife being drag across my skin. Aww... yeah... It was endurable though. :)

Here's the piece of art that I'm inking on. Geisha.

9:06 PM

Awww.. yeahhh.. I'm finally out! The price of freedom is steep. Fuck it man! Its time for enjoyment at Alvie's 21st birthday party tonight!

5:58 AM