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4:30 PM

After reading your latest post, all I have to say is just 2 words. "Roger that".

You're welcome and I guess I'm taking a short break too.

- "This is reality. One person will not be on the same page."





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2:58 AM

Yes and I shall admit. Its true that I like you. In fact, I like you alot. Reason why, I really do admire your characteristics. You're really the kind of girl I yearn to have by my side all along. A person who can motivate and change me to become a better person. But sad to say and I know it myself, I'm not fit to be with someone like you. I'm sorry for bugging you all these while.

Take care.

- Farewell, and may we meet again in happier times.

3:08 AM

I've loads of time. Too much till I can't think of anything else to keep myself busy other than looking forward to my future plans when I complete my national service. Yes. I'm really looking forward to it. Hopefully life starts to have a 360 degree change from 111209 onwards. Oh lord.. Please. I had enough.

I'm a person who has no pride and I don't give a damn about pride. What is pride? Can it be eaten? Can it earn you a living to survive? Pride is totally nonsense. People want pride just because of the "face" and status. Those are not important to me at all. So what's truely important? Dignity is the answer.

Honestly, I respect what you've said. I don't go against every word you said or meant. You're right in every way and I totally agree. In fact, I'm really thankful and touched by those things you said which are meant for my own good. But if you said that you chose not to ask me what had happened because you thought that I might sink in deeper thoughts and suffer even more, I'm sorry, you're wrong. I would rather you asked me what's the whole damn thing about and have a full understanding of what had happened. It isn't that simple like what you thought or expected. Maybe if you know what had happened, you might look at me in a different way. Probably even have a change of impression on me too. I don't know what your reaction will be, but I will accept your thinking and I definitely won't blame you in any way. All I can say is, I seriously deeply regret on the 1001 things that I did. If you were in my shoes, I guess you might also feel the same way too? Yes. It sure takes a certain period of time to get fully healed. Maybe not fully healed afterall, as time to time the thoughts sure bound to linger around in the mind all of a sudden. It isn't something that you can erase and forget just by a snap of your fingers.

I don't understand why are you treating me differently lately. You turned cold all of a sudden. I don't dare to question you on that as I didn't have the courage to. Maybe I'm too irritating? Or I've said something wrong? Or my actions doesn't suit your preference? I really don't know. If I've offended you in any way, I would like to apologise. I'm really sorry. And if any of the above is true, I will back out immediately. Just treat it as I didn't exist in your life at all. I really don't want to provoke or ruin anything. I believe you're a nice person and I don't wish to contaminate or bring burden into your life.

Lastly, I'm sorry for wasting your time today. I shouldn't had come at all.

5:57 AM

Time.
Time is too slow for those who wait.
Too swift for those who fear.
Too long for those who grieve.
Too short for those who rejoice.
But, for those who love.
Time is eternity.


I'll try to catch up to your fast pace, even if you said the world you desire is faraway.

"I can make it through."

3:18 AM

18/06/09
18/07/09
18/08/09

Cursed by the number, 18.
What can be more coincident than all of that?



Useless, meaningless, physically unsightly. That's me.

Maybe the false signs appeared to be the truth afterall. You'll definitely look at the ugly side of me. Its the fact that it is. Yes, I'm not up for you. Shoot me in the face at point blank and please cast away all the excuses. Avoid and stay free. Thanks and take care.

5:24 AM

Having trouble sleeping lately, especially in camp. Every single night I can't help it but to stare at the stain which I made on the wall next to my bed coming 4 months ago. Tried cleaning it thoroughly during the area cleaning session but it just can't be removed. Sighs.. The sight of it just makes me sick and it brings back loads of bad memories as well.

The incident just can't leave my mind. It definitely will stay as a memory forever and that's for sure. I just wonder and analyse, why are there such evil people in the world? Really heartless of them. Hate it.

You walked in to my life. But just like that, you walked back out. Still you will be a memory, a bad memory that I have created in my mind. Still you will be a memory. A bad memory that will always be locked, away in my heart and my mind. I will always have a bad memory of you in my heart and I will always carry that hatred picture of you in my mind. Still you will be a memory. A bad memory.

2:54 AM