What if, what if I was the rain... Would I be able to connect with someone's heart, like the rain connects the never-intersecting sky and earth?

6:33 PM

This song is definately going into my playlist. Slow, relaxing and peaceful tune. It just makes me remind of you.

Secondhand Serenade - Pretend

It seems all of these words couldn't be further from the truth
How did I get here? What did I do?

Your eyes, telling me lies
And making me find myself
While you have your agenda, a life to persue

So please,
Let me be free from you.
And please, let me be free
I can face the truth.

I'm blind to all of your colors
That used to be rainbow then
My eyes, where did the go to?
Why disappear?

It's hard to be all alone
I never got through your disguise
I guess I'll just go, and face all my fear

So please,
Let me be free from you
And please, let me be free
I can face the truth.

Put down your world
Just for one night
Pick me again

So please,
Let me be free from you
And please, let me be free
I can face the truth

5:16 PM

Its over! The last and final outfield till my ORD. Fire trench was a digging hell. Fuck sand flies and heat rash!

11:33 PM

Woo! Finally! Its pay day!!! Had a fucking fruitful shopping spree as I had bought quite a number of stuff which I've been yearning for months. Extremely contented with that Converse multi lace hi-top by John Varvatos! That spells 'cool shit' marn! Its also the mark where my black Chucks can finally retire for good. Haha!

Its Sunday again. Though the 'booking in feeling' feels like fuck, this week feels totally different. I finally get to book in wearing civilian wear! Everyone's waiting for that bloody instruction for ages.

Friday was a crazy day, schedule was fully packed like hotdogs. No rest time was given and best of all, I was attacked and brutally raped by jungle-trained ants while doing the platoon fire movement. The fucking nest was roughly about the size of a human head and I didn't notice it. Next, I proned down onto it and seconds later, those fucking swines started nibbling me all over. I swear I hate ants from now on. I will kill every single one if I happen to see them again. RARRR!

3:20 AM