Wow! 4 months just flew past just like that since the day I last blogged. Life is full of ups and downs. Yes, I agree. This year wasn't a smooth sailing year for me. Lots of painful issues had happened. That's mainly the reason why I decided to stop blogging for that few months. Blogging it means reading it and I don't wish to read it. Although the painful memories are always swirling inside my head, I've always believed time will re-arrange it someday. Yes, it will. :)

After that few meaningless and foolish attempts, I've began to realise how precious life is. I'm suprised that so much people around me actually do care. I really really do appreciate everyone who has gave me the guidance and concern. It really did help me a lot. I promise you guys that I won't do such foolish attempts ever again. Yup. Its really not worth it to give up a life just for that slut who doesn't know how to appreciate people. Am I right? :D Everyone says "Yes".

Really don't understand why such people do exist. I've guess you finally showed me your true colours and what scheming kind of person you are. Same goes to all your pathetic bunch of friends. Really feel like spitting at all of your faces. Fair weather friends, friends with fake personalities and more.. Anyway its good that you're gone for good. Please don't ever come back. My life is obviously much better without you around. Lastly, to you, I would like to say a big "FUCK YOU" for leaving a never-to-be-cleared mess behind for me to get suck on. Sorry to say, it doesn't bother me anymore. You people are not worth the concern at all. You guys are just pieces of worthless junks.

I was never one to patiently pick up broken fragments and glue them together again and tell myself that the mending whole was good as new. What is broken is broken and I'd rather remember it as it was at its best than mend it and see the broken places as long as I lived. What it means to believe in love? It is to accept how vulnerable and unreliable it is. Just to live and believe in that fleeting moment, that love exist. Just hope someone special will reach out her pair of loving hands and pick me up. Hopefully.. Someday..

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