I finally got my lazy ass down town today. Can't even remember when was the last time I took a tour around there. Surprised and felt like a mountain turtle, I've realised things around the city had changed so much. Upgrades here and there. And its my first visit to Ion Orchard. -_-" I know I'm lagging behind. Yes, I am. Haha..

Anyway, I'm so happy that my close friends around me who I've neglected them for eons are changing and improving their lives for the better! It feels so nice. Its like getting a fresh start and feeling for everything. Its time to clear the dark clouds and move on! :)

Being covered in the dark during the past, its way too unforgettable. But if effort is made to control your emotions and thinking, good results will definitely be right there waiting for you to obtain it. Life is in so many ways ironic in its very nature. For what we desire the most and perhaps have the most of we find, is that which leaves us the most unfulfilled. I just want a simple life. That's all.



Its like a lump of gold, hard to get, and hard to hold. Of all the ones I've ever met, you're the one I can't forget. I really do believe that.


I can't wait to see you again! :)

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Wow! 4 months just flew past just like that since the day I last blogged. Life is full of ups and downs. Yes, I agree. This year wasn't a smooth sailing year for me. Lots of painful issues had happened. That's mainly the reason why I decided to stop blogging for that few months. Blogging it means reading it and I don't wish to read it. Although the painful memories are always swirling inside my head, I've always believed time will re-arrange it someday. Yes, it will. :)

After that few meaningless and foolish attempts, I've began to realise how precious life is. I'm suprised that so much people around me actually do care. I really really do appreciate everyone who has gave me the guidance and concern. It really did help me a lot. I promise you guys that I won't do such foolish attempts ever again. Yup. Its really not worth it to give up a life just for that slut who doesn't know how to appreciate people. Am I right? :D Everyone says "Yes".

Really don't understand why such people do exist. I've guess you finally showed me your true colours and what scheming kind of person you are. Same goes to all your pathetic bunch of friends. Really feel like spitting at all of your faces. Fair weather friends, friends with fake personalities and more.. Anyway its good that you're gone for good. Please don't ever come back. My life is obviously much better without you around. Lastly, to you, I would like to say a big "FUCK YOU" for leaving a never-to-be-cleared mess behind for me to get suck on. Sorry to say, it doesn't bother me anymore. You people are not worth the concern at all. You guys are just pieces of worthless junks.

I was never one to patiently pick up broken fragments and glue them together again and tell myself that the mending whole was good as new. What is broken is broken and I'd rather remember it as it was at its best than mend it and see the broken places as long as I lived. What it means to believe in love? It is to accept how vulnerable and unreliable it is. Just to live and believe in that fleeting moment, that love exist. Just hope someone special will reach out her pair of loving hands and pick me up. Hopefully.. Someday..

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