Wasted the whole fucking morning and afternoon rotting the fuck out at home. Seriously, its damn fucking boring to stay the fuck in at home. Listening to my mom's constant fuck nagging makes my fucking ears bleed the fuck out.

Finally got the fuck out in the evening, had dinner outside and chill till late. I went home, stepping outside the fucking front door. It was fucking locked as usual and fucking guess what, I forgot to bring my fucking keys. I pressed the fucking door bell, it was fucking spoilt, I knocked the fucking door, there was no fucking answer, I banged the fucking door and the gate, again there was still no fucking answer, I called the fucking house phone, it was fucking engaged, I called my mom's fucking handphone, it was fucking switched off, I called my sister's fucking handphone, it was fucking switched off as well. Fuck!

I waited outside my own fucking house and waited like a fucking dog and finally came to a fucking decision. The fucking decision was to go straight back to camp and sleep the fuck out. Luckily the next day was fucking 8 to 5 training day. If it was my duty day, I may as well kill my own fucking self.

FUCKING FUCKED UP DAY!

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