Disappointment flows through my body, like the dirty waters of the Nile. Once thought you were a good friend, perhaps a good lover in the future. But now I wasn't quite sure where we would end. Your love is sharp. No longer warm. Heart felt it pretty much. In hopes that you will know, my heart is troubled deeply.

Death and Destruction. Sorrow and Despair. Secrets of body lie, lusts away from trusts. Honestly, I'm angry at what you made me believe. But my heart and my mind chose not to, as I really love you so. Hidden within the shadows, there is no light. As your door is ledged closed, its impossible for me to reach out and give you a helping hand. It feels as if I'm knocking and beating on death doors. Issues can't be solved when a person doesn't put in any effort to help him or herself. Tested and proven.

Hurt is there. You've hurt me more than you know. My hurt feelings, I don't really show. All because I just wanted to salvage this relationship. Simple as that. I've always believed in forgive and forget in a relationship. Cross my heart and swear that. But mistakes just keep on repeating. The words spilled out from your mouth hurts and stings my heart. What's the meaning of all these things that you've said to me? Have you ever considered how would I feel after listening to all these hurtful stuff? Please spare me a tiny weeny thought will you? I do really hope you could change your ways. At least try to make an effort. I can't endure this for too many more days. Exhaustion and the episodes of stress are wearing me out. Last but not least, I still love you so. My sweetheart.

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