If only, your vision would look upon me. If only, you could hear the sounds of a heart break. Silently watching over you, silently waiting for a miracle. Silently letting myself, be like air.

Everyone’s eating, talking, laughing, tonite is such a joy. The cornermost me, is laughing together with the rest. The onions at the bottom of the plate are just like me, forever the flavouring. Secretly watching you, secretly hiding myself. If you are willing to peel open my heart, layer by layer by layer. You will discover, you will be shocked. You are my most suppressed, deepest secret.

If you are willing to peel open my heart, layer by layer by layer. Your nose will run, you will tear. If only you can hear me, see my wholeheartedness. Hearing you talk about you and your many other ‘him’ and the blossoming loves. Me and my hopelessness act very amused. I’m just like an onion, forever just the supporting actor. How i wish to have with you, a second of our own story.

11:06 PM